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And so it begins

And so it begins

Spring has sprung in Colorado, thank GOD!! I am ready! I had a rather low weekend, but finished with the garden being all set to be seeded! Dug with a broken toe and water spigot, it looks beautiful and the digging in the dirt really cleaned out my brain. That brain…she happens to overthink everything. There really are no exceptions,…

Getting back on track…not that I fell off

Getting back on track…not that I fell off

…Marination, yeah that was it, my idea had to marinate, it still is. Becoming it’s own thing, it’s own galaxy full of planets formulating, stars gathering interstellar dust to fire off the beautiful thing we call light. But I finally see something emerging, could it be a gravitational pull to this formulating primordial spiral? I’m so very excited, and my…

What are words for?

What are words for?

Interesting things going on here. One of my favorite songs, we are really in this phase of complete obliteration of vernacular as we know it. So, the song really encompasses this current affair. What are words for? And in the meantime, I’d like to acknowledge the Japanese phrase that is 2,000 years old. Will history be obliterated too? Wabi Sabi;…

Hibernating

Hibernating

All intensive purposes, i am not feeling it today. I feel hormonal, fat, ugly, wrong, worthless and vulnerable to the point i want to hide from everyone. I feel alone, unlovable and sad. I am looking for purpose when I feel none. Not motivated, not strong, I drank last night and although I have done all things that should put…

TODAY I Choose to HEAL!!!

TODAY I Choose to HEAL!!!

To smile because I have the chance to grow and still appreciate life. This creates healing in all internal organs. To be healthy because that is my mantra for 2021 To enjoy mother nature with a very good friend. Who asked me to get together because I mentioned that I was sad that it felt like it was always me…

….AND IT’S 2021

….AND IT’S 2021

whooboyyyy, who knew that this past year was going to be such a doozie???? My god it’s been a crazy one. This ride ended in me having 2 mastectomies in 1 year! That’s enough in of itself, but thanks to COVID, it’s been even more and less eventful. But finally, my dream is starting to become a reality and my…

Scrapping and Scribbling

Scrapping and Scribbling

Ichi Uno: The Wabi Sabi for the BODY……. Definition of Wabi Sabi: In traditional Japanese aesthetics, wabi-sabi is a world view centered on the acceptance of transience and imperfection. The aesthetic is sometimes described as one of beauty that is “imperfect, impermanent, and incomplete” Description of Ichi Uno: Feisty One. As this experience with the new way the world works,…

And I scribbled with Vulnerability

And I scribbled with Vulnerability

Oh, I got caught up in a rant between locals going back and forth in my neighborhood in an online forum about wearing masks. It becomes frustrating, because we have had so much freedom in our lives (as it should be!!!!) BUT, I do believe, we as humans, need to respect our fellow humans. SOOO, well I responded with the…

My messy scribbles

My messy scribbles

I’m challenging myself to be vulnerable. I know, I know, Brene Brown already did it with millions of other people. Well, did they or is it really just going through the motions, because in order for me to be vulnerable it took loosing a boob. It took me facing the fragileness of life, of giving up a pound of flesh,…

Even MORE VULNERABLE?

Even MORE VULNERABLE?

I have been having many self improvement and business development meetings as of late with this Caronavirus shit, i thought I’d get to know me a little better since that’s whom I’ve been living with alone in 350 square feet the last 400 years or so it seems. In one of my meetings I was told to practice being vulnerable…

When is it cool to be vulnerable and sad?

When is it cool to be vulnerable and sad?

People applaud the breast cancer “survivor” who is thriving and unscrupulously happy. Like, how can they be that damn happy? Why, what secret have they found and what fountain is it shooting from because I absolutely believe it is NOT radiation or chemo or any adjunct therapies served in a silver needle, forget the spoon that takes too long for…

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